starving to be pure.

just drinking coffee. it's filling for the moment. but I know it'll get harder obviously.
Fasting with Skinny_El at the minute. It's going well on paper, nothing lost nothing gained. But inside, in me, it's not going well enough. If I wanted to maintain my weight I'd have no trouble I find I can eat and be full now and not gain a thing. But loss is hard right now, and I can't understand why.
Maybe tomorrow.

I miss that empty feeling. It kinda' makes me happy knowing it's coming. just a little while to go.
I'd say it would have really kicked in by saturday. and then I have it for a week :)
I'm going to a 21st on the 18th. and I know I'll be missing alcohol by then xD
but i'll maintain my loss aslong as i don't exceed much more than half the daily cal intake.

well, with every cloud...
I've been registered at MKOU, to take my Art History Degree. Which feels great. To finally be doing something passionate for a change.
Can't wait to get into it.
(please check out my tumblr guys - I know I can count on you for creative feedback ^.^ )

x ttfn, and stay stong.