changing seasons.

Me since July 2010.

The month I decided to change.

comments??

xxttfn

No Change...

standing still. nothing.
and it's starting to become this. when this happens. nothing. is the feeling i get.
loss is pride. gain is anger. standing still. is loneliness. numb. :(

It just keeps coming :)

Another 1.2lb loss this morning :D so pleased.
This has brought my BMI down to 22.2
Anybody else with good news??
xx ttfn

:)

1lb loss today. Thats 18lbs altogether! Il make the adjustments to my stats when i get to my laptop. Heres to more steady progess! Only 6lbs to go til my 2 stone marker! Yay :D

Anticip...

...ation. home soon, and a weigh-in straight away. Im so nervous! X ttfn

Blankety blank.

At my boyfriends currently, so no check ups. I'm in loss limbo until tmro! A little anxious!

Sat in train station.

Waitin for bus. Girl next to me has a big mac. All i can think is... Eww.

standing still.

My weigh in before work today was neither here nor there.
I'm on a stand still. nada.
If I look on the bright side though I suppose I could say that I haven't gained anything so :)
here's to 18lb overall loss tomorrow!

and I just want to shout out to Skinny_El, you are wonderful mrs, and constantly inspire.
You've done amazingly and will continue to do so until you reach your goal, I know it ^-^
much loves.x

ttfn x

read all about it.

maybe just one more pill today. since I only took 2 yesterday.

Hazaar!

1.2lbs lost! :)

Pills, Pills, Pills

Wow, this is the first post from my mobile. Which means i'll definitely be posting more frequently! Anywho, i haven't been taking supplements as much lately. Supposed to take 3 daily, but it's been 1 or 2 every 1 or 2 days. Need to get back into my habbit i think. What about you guys? Are you taking supplements? How are you finding them? x ttfn

starving to be pure.

just drinking coffee. it's filling for the moment. but I know it'll get harder obviously.
Fasting with Skinny_El at the minute. It's going well on paper, nothing lost nothing gained. But inside, in me, it's not going well enough. If I wanted to maintain my weight I'd have no trouble I find I can eat and be full now and not gain a thing. But loss is hard right now, and I can't understand why.
Maybe tomorrow.

I miss that empty feeling. It kinda' makes me happy knowing it's coming. just a little while to go.
I'd say it would have really kicked in by saturday. and then I have it for a week :)
I'm going to a 21st on the 18th. and I know I'll be missing alcohol by then xD
but i'll maintain my loss aslong as i don't exceed much more than half the daily cal intake.

well, with every cloud...
I've been registered at MKOU, to take my Art History Degree. Which feels great. To finally be doing something passionate for a change.
Can't wait to get into it.
(please check out my tumblr guys - I know I can count on you for creative feedback ^.^ )

x ttfn, and stay stong.

Update

So I've just finished updating the tracker and my stats,and I realised I didn't really update properly in my last post about the total lbs lost now.
A month ago I had lost a total of 16lbs. In early-mid November I, sadly, put a few pounds back on.
I lost this weight in later November along with an extra pound. Making m current total loss 17lbs.
Which Is a positive thing I know but, 1lb over a month, isn't a good thing. If I hadn't put that weight back on in the first place it might have been 4lbs or 5.

Right that's all my negativity out.haha. Good thoughts now :)
I'm going to be positive. And try harder.

Keep it up you guys :)
If anybody has fallen off the wagon in the past month or so, and jumped right back on again,with progress,
I'd love to hear from you. ^-^ Would be such a comfort!

x ttfn

Sorry about the Hiatus.

it was unannounced I know. I've been busy witha few things.
So it's been a uneventful month and a half since my last post, progress-wise.
I put a little on in mid November, which was really discouraging. Then I lost 3lbs in a week and a half.
Which is a little slower than I'd like.
The past 3 days I've been the exact same weight.Which annoys me because, it makes me think, if I'd have only gone to the gym I might have lost something, anything. But I've been sooooo tired lately.

Fortuneatly this means I've been sleeping alot. Can't eat if your sleepin'.
It's getting easier now, I'm preoccupied with work stuff, and my Italian lessons, which keeps my mind elsewhere.
I'm thinking of perhaps starting a new policy for myself:
If a have a day free to myself, with nothing planned, and start to feel even the slightest hunger pang.
I'll head to bed. Sleep through it.

What do you guys think??
x ttfn